3 - The One I Lost

"Come back to me"

Ever lost something that is really really important to you? Something that you're used to being with it every single day? Something that helps you survive everyday and helps you to shut the world and creating a peaceful one for yourself? Well unfortunately I've experienced  great loss today (for 2 dys till now)


So i lost something that I have been very VERY careful with ever since I bought it. I lost my GOD DAMN EARPHONES. I've had it for over a year. I have saved most of my money just to buy my earphones (which was hella expensive). And now, now I've lost the most important thing to me. I get mad every time someone touches it. I get mad every damn time someone takes it without asking me. I get mad every time my sisters use it. I was very very careful of it.

I lost it 2 days ago. I was getting ready for school and I picked it up and put it on my bed. I was in a hurry so I got my bag and phone, but i left my earphones. I got in the car and my dad started to drive. When we got to EDSA I looked for my earphone nd found tht it was not with me, I was contented that I left it at home. The day passed by without me worrying about it. But little did I know, when I got home and got my laptop to do my shenanigans, I COULDN'T FIND IT. I flipped every god damn bed. Looked underneath everything but still I couldn't fine it. When I lose things I get paranoid and trust me I don't like my mind every time I loose something. I think of the worst case scenarios and stuff.

I came to the point where I asked and prayed to God to lead me where my earphones are. But then I remembered something from church during a pastor preaching about a commandment " thou shall not have any idols before me". He said that one way or another, God can help us get rid of our idols if we fully commit our time to him. And maybe I thought of it in a way that, God is only testing me or telling me that he is jealous because of my earphones. So i try not to make a fuss about it.







But I mean, MY GOD PLEASE GIVE ME BACK MY EARPHONES. I cannot live without it. So this is in memory of my trusty friend. PLEASE COME BACK TO ME NOW.