13 - Entertainment Speech

"Eulogy"

What you'll be reading is my eulogy for Gio who stars as Juanito who is also my boyfriend who died because of different causes haha. ENJOY!

“Maybe, I’ll start by saying I never h regret anything. But I must say, I wish things turned out the way we wanted it to be. Because I won’t be saying this if it didn’t happened. But looking at the bright side of things, I would never know what love was until Jargonito brought me the definition.

I Remember the first time he told me he loves me.It was 11:43 in the evening and I don’t know what to say. He made my heart bloom with so much joy that I got lost for words. I thought that I didnt love him but when the phone call was about to end, I told him the real deal and he never doubted for a second. Ever since that night, he always remind me how much he loves me and he never failed to make me love him even more.

I remember when we had our first fight. It only took three minutes to make everything okay.. We know everything about each other that is why we always come back to each other when we sometimes drift apart. I would always remember this times because it really made me feel that whatever thing I or him wmight do, we will still find a route to each other.

Remember the days when we compared our love to the past loves we’ve been? I clearly remember that I did not love any man the way I loved you. And I still remember that you told me I was your one great love. The one that made you feel home without even touching the tip of your fingers. And I love that. I love you made me feel that. At least, I can tell myself, once in my life, I had this man that made me believe in forever. You changed my perception in a lot of things.

I would like to remember you as a dream. The dream that once came true. The dream that made you realize a lot of stuff. The dream I won’t forget. I was really happy when we met because you gave me a lot of reasons to continue living even though I’m hurting. You were my light and now that you’re gone, I can’t see anything. You are my destination. You are my haven. You were the safest and warmest place for a lost cause like me.

Juanito, I feel hell right now. Because I wasn’t able to explore
 every chambers in you. But whatever happens, you are forever in my heart. You took a piece of me that I didn’t regret.

To tell you, I ain’t prepared. I’m not ready yet. I don’t want to let go. I don’t want to say goodbye, but I have to. Because if I don’t, I will never move on and I’ll never know if there’s someone willing to drown in me the same way I drowned in you